a sharp blade

If I published this post, maybe I'm still alive. If I'm still alive, I'm probably still suffering my greatest loss.The classic way to stop living: loosing all your blood. Exsanguination would be a pretty easy way to go except for the initial cut, ( probably really painful) but if you use a really sharp blade and have a few drinks beforehand, it won't hurt that much and you'll bleed out faster. Just make sure to do some anatomy research beforehand, and hit a major artery. The femoral artery would be a good place, easy to get to, and you'll leave a pretty corpse. Better do it in the shower so all the blood could just wash down the drain and you'll be nice and clean for whoever finds you. You'll lose consciousness fairly quickly, so it is a lot like falling asleep. But i’m not convinced. Especially for the cut. Someone wrote that the best way is probably by gas, CO2 or just CO being the most known, mixing chlorine bleach and ammonia and then breath the gas. And what about taking 60 xanax? I must doscovered fisrt what xanax is.I don’t want to hurt nobody else or set a stage for whoever finds my body. Probably i don’t want to be pretty creative, i just want to die faster.Suicide does not mean an article on a newspaper. I just want to stop suffering for a too big loss. Still thinking that Actrapid insuline is the best way.