If I published this post, maybe I'm still alive. If I'm still alive, I'm probably still looking for the best way to end with my shitty life. I’m discovering that there are several good ways to kill yourself. I think about it constantly. Pobably the best one still the drugs, like insuline. Drugs it’s a good way to go, but you have to be smart about what you take. You can really have some fun and escape and the last few hours of your life will be without anxiety or fear or pain. Opiates are a good choice. I discovered that heroin won't kill you right away, actually. However, seems that the first time you shoot up it will be a little unpleasant. You have to get used to it first. (and i don’t want to) Then you just get really high, and your brain will forget how to breath. You will just fall asleep, stoned. Pretty nice but pretty expensive too. As another guy called Samuel (from a forum explains, jumping is simple (but not easy). The problem with this approach is that your body will go into survival mode on the way down and you'll change your mind. The last few seconds of your life will end in agonizing terror, and there isn't any way to tell how much pain you'll suffer when you hit. If you landed feet first or flat, I suspect that a lot of stuff would break before death occurred. In any case, He wouldn't advise this route. He believes that hanging probably isn't so bad. You'll pass out pretty quickly and won't feel much except the pressure around your neck. You'll leave a nasty mess though, as your bowels will likely evacuate and your eyes could pop out of your head. It doesn't leave a pretty corpse. And, as i already wrote, i don’t want to leave a mess.I’m a bastard, but i don’t want that the last image of myself in the records of my family is my skull without eyes.But yes, i’m a bastard.
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